If only I could go back in time or better yet hold time still,
at the moment when you were in my presence.
Reliving the memories when we would laugh hysterically just because of sheer existence,
of enjoying each other’s company. We did not take the time we spent together for granted,
but it seemed to go too quickly, too swiftly
This is so hard for me to believe, the day has came when all I can do
is daydream about you, just to hold on to you
People use comforting phrases like “They’re in a better place,”
to be honest I really don’t want to hear that right now,
my heart is so heavy as if something was physically pulling it down.
All I yearn for is to see your face, that’s the
only thing that will fulfill this empty space
I did not get a chance to say goodbye.
I already know if you could, you would tell me “Please don’t cry.”
It’s too late there is not a dry eye in sight.
My tears have been flowing constantly, the only relief I find is in
Taking care of my responsibilities, even then my knees get weak
I fell down two times already and prayed for this to be released
How can I let you go, is my biggest question
I’m not ready to face the fact that you are now in heaven
I see you in my dreams at night, and wake up grabbing my pillow tight
Trying to fight from waking up to this reality
I wish I could just wake up one day and all of it was a staged play
Then when I arise, next to me is where you would lay
I would kiss you, as I always do and whisper the words I love you
Those are wonderful memories I have to get me through
This dull lingering pain, I now face that my life will never be the same
In time I will heal, in time I will gain the strength to face the inevitable
With each new day I am closer to setting you free
I am starting to realize that my fear of letting go is actually holding my
soul in captivity. I am unable to eat, sleep, and sometimes even think
The best thing is to cherish the memories and embrace the Prince of Peace
In dealing with the lost of you, my love for everyone else is magnified
I am now determined to move on and make some changes in my life.
To enjoy the people who remain here, until I see you up there!
at the moment when you were in my presence.
Reliving the memories when we would laugh hysterically just because of sheer existence,
of enjoying each other’s company. We did not take the time we spent together for granted,
but it seemed to go too quickly, too swiftly
This is so hard for me to believe, the day has came when all I can do
is daydream about you, just to hold on to you
People use comforting phrases like “They’re in a better place,”
to be honest I really don’t want to hear that right now,
my heart is so heavy as if something was physically pulling it down.
All I yearn for is to see your face, that’s the
only thing that will fulfill this empty space
I did not get a chance to say goodbye.
I already know if you could, you would tell me “Please don’t cry.”
It’s too late there is not a dry eye in sight.
My tears have been flowing constantly, the only relief I find is in
Taking care of my responsibilities, even then my knees get weak
I fell down two times already and prayed for this to be released
How can I let you go, is my biggest question
I’m not ready to face the fact that you are now in heaven
I see you in my dreams at night, and wake up grabbing my pillow tight
Trying to fight from waking up to this reality
I wish I could just wake up one day and all of it was a staged play
Then when I arise, next to me is where you would lay
I would kiss you, as I always do and whisper the words I love you
Those are wonderful memories I have to get me through
This dull lingering pain, I now face that my life will never be the same
In time I will heal, in time I will gain the strength to face the inevitable
With each new day I am closer to setting you free
I am starting to realize that my fear of letting go is actually holding my
soul in captivity. I am unable to eat, sleep, and sometimes even think
The best thing is to cherish the memories and embrace the Prince of Peace
In dealing with the lost of you, my love for everyone else is magnified
I am now determined to move on and make some changes in my life.
To enjoy the people who remain here, until I see you up there!